Wednesday, 20 April 2011
Tomorrow..tomorrow..tomorrow its always tomorrow but this time we are going to say "tonight"..tonight we start anew. The big thing is that there is no weighing in until Monday so I need to have my shit together tomorrow and the rest of the weekend..which I think I got covered..I bought food--fridge is stocked with the good stuff now its just up to me to promise to myself that I will continue on and keep going without let up...
I just have to choose to right?..right.
Saturday, 9 April 2011
I have a little secret to tell. I have offically blown my diet for the last week. Big time. Since, I have been back in the states its ALMOST mindless eating sessions everyday. DISGUSTING. BLECH.PUKE.GROSS!
At 35 I don't have that much "wiggle" room between looking decent and looking like a stuck pig.
So, I HAVE to get back to my program, get back to my progress...honestly, I am just doing this to look better than most 25 year olds. I would say 18 but that would be pushing it--ALOT.
So...no more blubber days, no more cookies, popcorn, soda, and mindless munching on cheese wedges because I am emotionally hurting at the moment.
Tomorrow (always tomorrow, isn't?) I get back on the horse and ride it till I look like a toothpick.
Wish me luck everybody..cause, its gonna be a BUMPY RIDE!!